Senin, 05 Februari 2018

MY PAIN

No, don’t ask me to look at you the way I was if you don’t want me
I’m already in so much pain than you think I have
You won’t understand cause you didn’t and don’t even ever think I can hurt that much
Don’t ask me to come after you cause you yourself cannot say a word
Sorry? Or even goodbye?
I never think you are more than a coward to just leave me behind in silence!
And run towards your rebound just to seek joy and feed your lust
I forgive you but I cannot forget
I forgive you but that doesn’t mean I can forget easily
I forgive you but that doesn’t mean I can heal in a blink of an eye
Everytime I heal a bit, you come
And you might think I am alright, so then you play around again with your new toy
Maybe you just think that I’m heartless
But you never know I have so much pain and burden these days
Don’t tell me your story if that isn’t your sincerity
Don’t tell me your dreams if you won’t include me on it
Don’t ask me to have faith in you if you even can’t keep your heart only for me!
Don’t ask me to read your unsincere and ambiguous words if you don’t love me!
You said about love but you yourself pushed away the love you had
Cause love cannot leave that easy from one’s heart
Love never leave someone behind in pain and uncertainty
Love never be wordless and dark
If you really don’t love me, just tell me gently
So then I’ll leave everything behind, every words, every moments and every promises
But you have to know that I won’t ever be at the same place and see you again
Or hear your story, your anxiety, your dreams, and words of you
It won’t be the same anymore
You have to understand that, cause I’ll hurt everytime I see you
If you ever love me back then, just explain to me now
That you want to leave now cause you do not love me anymore
But if you do love me like it was, it is and it will, just tell me a words
And don’t hurt me by come after your rebound for this time being
Cause my wounds hasn’t been dry for now
If you do love me, just tell me it is
And I’ll wait for you cause my faith never be shaken easily
I can never take my eyes easily from the love one
I’ll never ask you for anything instead of to see only me!
But if you don’t, never ask me to come after you
Ever again
#05022018#


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